Bad luck. It's been plaguing me for these few days.
I wasn't one for superstition... but ever since my left eyelid's been twitching three days ago till now, a lot of stuff's happened. My life already sucked, but it's all downhill from now.
I hate it.
I want my life to be fun, normal and cool. This week full of bad happenings is just... depressing. Hate my life...
Wish I can laugh, but I'm too depressed for that now. I want to cry out really loud for hours and hours to let off the misery, but as a guy, it's not possible to get a girl to lend me her shoulder. (For goodness sake, things would be really opposite)
I want my nice life back. I don't want it to be extremely fun or anything if it's too much, but at least give me back a normal life where I can stop feeling only angry, upset, mad, sad or dejected.
Zack said that I shouldn't be pessimistic. I want to be optimistic. But I need a start for things to start to look happy.
At least give that to me.
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Happy 17th Birthday to my sister!
Happy 19th Birthday to Zheng Yan!
I think I'm the last to wish, considering the fact I post this post at 11:59pm on the 5th April, heh. :]
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