Times when you realise you're close to losing something close to you are really the times your emotional strength is put to the test.
The worse is when nothing can be done about it. The loss is determined. Waiting for it and hoping it won't come soon. Standing there sadly, watching, holding back the tears. Sadness enveloping the surroundings. It sucks to know you're going to lose something close to you. The pain, the heart's sudden clouding. The powerlessness.
I'm not strong. Every human is weak. It's because we have companionship. Friends. Family. We have those to get through. To become stronger. When you might lose one of them... how would you feel? I'm especially weak. I don't want to lose anything. I'm greedy, aren't I?
Please, God, grant me that little wish.
Seems like my CNY this year might not be so good at all...
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