IA paper today done. I think I did fairly okay. Quite a coincidence that while choosing a seat in the Hilltop Library for some last minute revision, I happened to chance upon Agnes at the table in front of me. Didn't even notice her cos I was in a bit of a rush, haha, till she called me.
Chatted with Ern and Sunny today after the paper about anime, manga and stuff. Maybe it's because we're all busy studying, but I felt like I haven't talked to Sunny in ages. I then went to his house for like 2 minutes to collect my toolbox.
Going to rest for tonight. Right now sipping a Coke while typing out a post in an air-con room. :P
Played Blackjack Pro on FB just now. I can't go casino with my skills. -.- My credits were $135 -> $300 -> $45. Epic fail. >_<
Tomorrow's Jap lesson's been postponed to 5pm! Great, more time for me to go swimming. Been snacking way too much recently. Pissed off at myself for that. -.-
After exams got ITP. Mentor Media... Must maintain a good working ethic during ITP and create a good impression in front of the superiors.
But before ITP, right after the papers, there'll be outings to attend and fun fun fun for 2-3 days! :] Can't wait.
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You guys are right. I've been too rushed. I'd scare any girl away if I advance so fast towards her. I'm going to do it, slowly...
She'll think I'm not serious, cos I suddenly liked her after meeting her again. Even if my feelings are real, who's going to believe it? Not her. She'd be more scared and repulsed than happy. Need to build up my confidence too.
Meanwhile, the money I saved for plans to take her out and stuff can be used for fun and games and certain other reasons.
I guess I was being selfish. I didn't want to waste any opportune time with her, cos in 1 year's time, I'll be in NS already.
But if I rush into things, I won't even get one second with her.
But I really want to see her, even now, this very second.
This is a good song to describe my predicament right now.
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This is a song by Yuna Ito feat. Spontania, called 今でも会いたいよ・・・ (Ima Demo Aitai Yo...). The name translates to 'Even now, I want to meet you...'. A description of how I'm feeling now about her...
Because I really want to see her.
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Well, lights out, and ciao! I keep you guys updated on my miserably boring life with no activities at all. :D
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