Yo folks!!! The past few days, nothing has happened much, except that 2 days ago, me and Haikal and Zack went to the gym, and then me and Haikal went to swim at night. The plan has begun after all.
Other from that, it's been study sessions with Ernthechamp for the exams! Stress sia...
MMS down for today. Personally, I don't find it easy nor difficult. I don't think I can score...
Next paper is IA. Super power memory work is going to come in handy!
But before that, I guess I'll be gyming tomorrow with Haikal again. After all, the plan is still progressing. :]
The exams are progressing now, and it's going to take a lot of energy and stress out of me. Ern told me to just relax and not be too stressed if I want to score well. Tells me it works all the time for him. If only it works for me.
I can't even relax though I hope I can! Need to try though...
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I think she knows I like her, and I think she might be bothered by it.
I mean, I'd be overoptimistic if I hope that a girl wouldn't guess that a guy likes her after he asks her out (and get turned down in the process). And also really stupid.
But I don't know if my existence is bothering her because of it. As in, me existing already bothers her. I know some girls thinks that the guys who likes them freak them out.
I hope she isn't, though. She is my motivation right now. To do a lot of things. To lose weight. To try my hardest for my studies for my future. To be a better man.
If she hates me, I think I'll be struck pretty low.
I'm going to try to ask her out again, and if she turns me down this time... I'm guessing she won't be as kind as she was in her reject the last time. :/
And I'm not foolish enough to tell myself I'm ready for the blow. Whoever it might be, such blows will always hurt, no matter what.
Wish me luck. In everything.
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